Things are getting easier, but when you cross my mind; my whole world seems to fall apart again. It shouldn’t be this way, you made my life so brilliant but when you left it felt like you took a part of me with you. It hurts so much, I miss you so much. I don’t even have the right words. I want to leave the life I’ve life here and go to you, try to work things out. I don’t want to be a pain in the ass, so I’ll stop when you ask me to. And if this has been some sick way of you to see if I really care about you it’s bloody horrible. I’m not one of those people who runs after everyone that takes some steps back, I want to give them space, let them come back when they’re ready. Bloody miss you man.